Yesterday was my 19th birthday and I feel like I went through some crazy whatever those things are called, when you go through a life change. Nothing significant even happened, I just had a nice day, I fought with my boyfriend a bit, I hung out with my family. I feel weird, usually I have these weird moods where I just want to escape and travel the world, and I feel like that right now, but in a more mature way.
I'm sure next year when I turn 20 I will feel even weirder. That looks weird too, that I'll be turning 20. Then there's no excuses, I will be a legitimate adult. I'm so over getting told what to do now, it's time to start thinking about my own future, and making myself happy.
I don't want to live for anyone else but myself.
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